warchildPost: Psychology

Maybe I am still too hopeful of life. I am patient. I can understand some stuff might not go as I want.
But I still think we can fight to build and meet our expectations. We can live with less, and try to create. I am working hard in 2019 to build a creative 2020. I am using time in the present to have time in the future. But still, the feelings are all there. A hot mess.

A cool concept to have in mind:

I will admit some hopes are dead ends. But not all of them. I do not believe crushing hope as medicine for nothing. You gonna be an unhappy vegetable in the end. This can effectively end the rage, but you need to understand how to create and where to deposit hope.

Do not expect anything from outside. Your hopes should be on yourself. Get angry with yourself, move your ass. If you can't: wait. Breath. Listen to the right music. Make long walks. Try to save some money. And try moving your ass again next time.

Put your dark energy to work for you. Do not throw it on beloved or close ones. Energy is energy. Good or bad. Use it.

Be smart. The best you can.

I saw this animation when I was a kid. This was ingrown in my mind forever. The curious thing is that I've watched this in the early 90s. On a Brazilian TV channel called Cultura. Ever since I've tried to find it but with no luck. After talking with a friend for a while about Godzilla, Ahh! Real Monsters. Then Hungarian Animators. I was finally able to get some clues about it.

After watching "Hen, His Wife" the 1990's animation by the Hungarian Igor Kovalyov, my mind brought instantly it back again. After navigate through 3 more recommended videos: there it was. Guess what? By another Hungarian, Peter Foldes.

Peter Foldes, born in 1924 in Budapest, Hungary and was a director and animator of British nationality. Foldes later moved to Paris, where he became an early pioneer in computer animation. In the 1960s, he worked for the Research Service of the ORTF. He is one of the pioneers of computer animation with his film Hunger, which received the Jury Prize in the "short film" category at Cannes Film Festival as well as an Academy Award nomination.

Peter died 29 March 1977 in Paris.

Hunger / La Faim is a 1974 animated short film produced by the National Film Board of Canada. It was directed by Peter Foldes and is one of the first computer animation films. The story told without words, is a morality tale about greed and gluttony in the (then) modern society.

Awards for Hunger included a Special Jury Prize at the 1974 Cannes Film Festival, a BAFTA Award for Best Animation Film, and a Silver Hugo at the Chicago International Film Festival. The film was also nominated for an Academy Award for Best Animated Short Film at the 47th Academy Awards.