Sunday, June 10, 2012
[Life isn't beautiful] Suicide Letter for The Still Living Mind of The Only Awesome One warChild
Make things do things, and things happens.
Opinions is not rules.
If you NEED to do something, and don't do. Nobody will do for you. If you CAN do something, and don't do it. Another one will, and you'll be left behind.
Don't think positive. Do positive.
If you are doing something, there is an invisible machine trying to sabote you. It may be hidden inside your head or even at the side seat. But if you gonna fight a lion, be prepare to kill ten dragons at the first round. Again: don't think positive, be ready to WIN, flawlessly.
If people wants to play shit, flush them out of your life.
If your life are stuck on shit, give up of it. Are you afraid? Remember the "suicide jump" of the bird is what makes it fly away.
You only screw when you take everything literally. You have two lives right now. Physical and mental. If you kill your physical life you can strongly screw everything up for you. If you jump of the cliff with your mind, then you might have a chance. And watch out: you can also physically damage your mental life. Drugs and bad ideas isn't the answer for anything.
Talk about ideas with everyone. Don't let anyone down your mood. But listen and try to figure things out. The right paths is always hidden.
Don't talk about people. You are probably right about someones mistake. As you'll be probably wrong at someones "right mouth". Forget it. Just do stuff. Create something awesome. Make people talk about the awesome stuff you DO. Not about your character or choices. Individual concerns is a matter of one. Respect that.
Don't think everything is about you. Just open your mind, but do not receive free punches. Be aware to life. Not guilty.
If nobody wants to "listen" or "care about" you, "listen" and "care about" yourself.
Life is forward. If you get it, you may walk forward, and remember to not backtrack and stuck at somebody, convincing them about where they should go. Everybody chooses their own paths. Forget about it. Even if you care about them and you think they are doing the ultimate shit. It is their shit. Deal with it.
Don't care about "forever" things. You gonna sure die, so your living time is limited. Do not take things as friendship, love or opinions as a "forever" status. Don't act for tags that yourself attach to your life. Feel life. Permit yourself to change, experiment new things, and go forward. If the friendship, love or anything could pass trough changes and upgrade within, then maybe it may walk with you some more time. But WHATEVER. Keep walking.
If someone say how they live and how they feel about anything, and you really like that person and think that is really cool. Remember what I said above. Nothing is forever. And I would say more. Somethings may even do not exist at all. Maybe people are just looking for the absolute inverse what they live as or talk about. It is sad. But it may happens.
About people: don't wait. Don't create expectatives. Don't wish for.
If you can deal with life alone, maybe you will find someone who can deal with it aswel, and divide some experiences together.
Treat everyone nice. You may despise the human race, but nobody should care about that, not even you.
If someone is really an asshole and your balls are in pain about just hearing their voice, and you get the opportunity (or are too drunk to think better), do it. Puke it all out: be an asshole and say what you think about this person. It is better to really be a sincere asshole, than swallow the shit persons personal adjetives your throat down. And remember you can be totally wrong, so, if needed, apologie when your mind got easier on the subject and move on - if you offended the person in public, be a man, and apologies in "public" - don't make a show of it, just say when you feel.
If you are right, you are dead. Permit yourself to be wrong. Live, discover. Don't take yourself too seriously. You do shit also.
Don't read this. Life is yours. Fuck what I'm saying. Just open your mind for possibilities. And...
and most important: forget about me.